Rashue -
Don't worry about it if you cry....it's VERY common at AA, NA, al- and nar-anon. And remember, go to several meetings. From what I've seen, al-anon has more meetings, so consider going to those. I went to both NA and AA but "clicked" better with AA, even though alcohol isn't my thing.
I remember my first meeting, and afterward I thought "why in the world did I put this off for so long?!?!"
Take along some kleenex, and let us know how it goes.
Hugs and prayers!!
Amy