She emailed and decided not to come, said she thought I should keep my private place to vent. I emailed her back to say it was Ok and I trusted her but if she thought it would be dragging her down to take care of herself and her family first. Her daughter has anxiety disorder and her brother in law is severly scitzophrenic. It has been a hard haul for her too so maybe it's better she doesn't come.
Was reading my self help book yesterday, but flashbacking memories a lot so I just concentrated on relaxing mainly. Hub is coming home this afternoon so I am cleaning right now before he gets home, I was lazy yesterday, cuddled on the couch with kittens, a pot of tea, my book, the remote and a big cushy comforter. I'll check in from time to time today