I am right there with you! ARGGHHH! I hate that one minute I feel so tough and in control. Knowing that I want more and deserve more. And then... i am desperately wanting to call and just hear his voice. What the H&$#!!!! Oh well, We just keep on. At these times i need my higher power and a BUSY LIFE more than ever!! and today is one of those days. SO.... I am going to the gym! Getting out in the sunshine and keeping my mind and body BUSY!
Good Luck to you!
Cathy