I just want to thank everyone for their words. I do appreciate them. On the advice of a friend, I'm posting here to let everyone know that I am okay, and I will be okay. But, that I've chosen to end my journey on this site. I know I have issues that I need to work out, but in light of recent events, and other such events in the past, I've realized that this is not the place for me to work out these issues. And, I know that they are far too deep for me to work through them alone. And that it's about time that I seek professional help to try to heal at least some of it, instead of putting bandaids on it all. I thought I could do it. I really did. And I thought I was doing okay. But I'm not. So, thank you all for being a part of my life for such a long time. If anyone wants to/needs to reach me, they can pm Loves and she can give you contact info. Good luck and God bless all of you!