Watch the miracle... don't drink and you will get it.
When I first stopped drinking I read the big book...how I wanted the freedom from obsession...freedom from worries and I wanted to be happy, joyous and free.
I read the promises over and over. Along the way I added some of my own...just in the mean time while I worked on my sobriety.
I added by not drinking I promise I will never get a dui...now that is a fact
by not drinking I promise I will never blackout again
by not drinking I promise I will never hang my head in shame due to something I did under the influence.
I find it is easy to add to the list...keeps me focused on the prize..
You are giving yourself a huge gift each and everyday but not picking up. Keep it simple and in focus. Good things are bound to happen.