No more Mrs. Nice Guy for me. I am mad, Mad,
MAD !
I am a nice person. I don't "do" anger very well. In fact, I cannot remember the last time I was really, truly, honest-to-god mad. Well, I am today !
I am angry. Ticked off. Fuming. Pacing. Unable to concentrate at work. Spitting nails. Stomping my feet. Grinding my teeth. And it's over something trite... but it obviously triggered something very big in me.
I want to throw things. Hit things. I want to spew all sorts of ugly words in someone's direction.
BUT I don't want to have to make those darn amends later, so I am TRYING to work this off in a healthy manner.
With that said, I'd feel really really good if I could just kick a certain someone RIGHT in the shins. :uzi2:
So what do I do now??