Thanks wandergrrl777, that was such a nice thing to say, it brought a tear to my eye. When I read your post I was far far from feeling serene or content, and it brought me up short and made me calm down and count my blessings once again.
It's a such a struggle for me to stay calm and hopeful sometimes, to keep things in proportion: I lose track so easily. My inner drunkard is still fighting furiously, against everyone and anyone, everything and anything, full of anger and resentment, obsessed with himself. So, it's a wonderful thing to have the kind words of others.
Have a great day.
nolo