Greet, I fought and fought against taking medication for my anxiety. But it got the better of me this past summer and I am finally taking medication that is helping. I had some break through anxiety after I started the medication and I really felt hopeless, like I was never going to get better and I absolutely was going crazy the way that I was. Thankfully it was short lived but it gave me a better understanding of why my daughter chose illegal drugs. I will say a prayer that you will feel better really quickly. Hugs, Marle