(((Greet))) It's okay to be not okay for a while, it's okay to have a bad day or a day when you just want to hide under the covers. The trick is to not let more than a day go by like that without getting out for some fresh air and sunshine, even if you don't feel like being with people.
You have been through a lot of trauma and it's bound to take its toll sooner or later. This might be a good time to treat yourself to a quiet weekend getaway or a day doing something you love to do.
And if you are struggling with the medications, it might be good to talk to your doctor about this and see what he/she suggests.
I can't fix you, but I can send you big hugs and lotsa love.