Sorry things turned out that way, Hello Kitty. You know sticking to your boundaries is the best thing you can do for the the addict. Knowing that doesn't make it any easier I know. Do something nice for yourself and keep doing fun things with your son. You'll get through this and who knows... maybe your son's father will hit his bottom. You sound strong ... keep focusing on you and your son and the rest will fall in place. Saying a special prayer for you and your son tonight.