moms, they will find him. He can't run forever. Eventually his life of crime and drugs will end and he WILL get clean, in jail. I just hate it that you had to go through all this.
You too will soon be able to calm down and not live in this chaos and turmoil any more. Your HP is watching after you, and things are playing out in your favor.
Time to give YOURSELF a bubble bath!!
Hugs to you.
WW