Hope you are not going to take his calls anymore...that should help to end the madness and get you to a better emotional place. You've been through so much! I'm grateful for the guardian angels that have been sent to help you through.
Your physical and emotional health are what counts now...Cat's right, as always! Pamper yourself today and just relax and enjoy some simple pleasures...Right now it is all about you, because you deserve it!! Hugs