I agree with doing well. Unfortunately we as codies seem to always wait for the other shoe to drop. Start looking out for yourself and things will fall into place and that feeling will lessen more and more. After awhile you'll feel much better, of course thats not to say it will rear it's ugly head again (the anxiety that is). But learning how to have feelings and know what they are will help you to deal with them it a positive way.
good luck to you