(((Wendy)))
I am sorry for what you are going through. I will think about you and keep you in my prayers. You know where to go to find answers, be it your HP or here. These people are so great at giving the right answers even if you don't want to hear it. I am in awe of you and your ability to give advice to me, when you are going through something far worse than I am. You have the strength to get through this even if you don't think you do.
Have a great day
Gina