((((((((Wendy))))))))))
Praying for you, sweetie.
I suffer from panic attacks. Have since my mom died in 1994.
There's nothing wrong in needing medication from a doctor to help you get through a rough emotional time in your life. My problem is, whenever I try to wean off my medication, (zoloft) I start having anxiety again. I'll probably be medicated for life because of panic and anxiety.
My mother was not only an alcoholic, she was codependent.
'Nuff said.
Do whatever you need to do for you. Your health, physically and mentally, are what's important. Take care of you.
Love ya,
Linda