Originally Posted by
CE Girl 
How do I let go and let down the wall that stops me from trusting?
How do I not let it affect my today?
Turn the wall into a pretty, wooden garden gate with ivy and white blossoms. You open the gate as others display actions that you can trust. Close the gate for those that don't.
Your gate is made of boundaries you create. You won't ever have to "force" yourself to trust another ever again.