Cece, I know. I have just become so used to hating pills period. I hate to even take tylenol, but its to the point I know I cant think that way anymore. It is definitely time to hang up that cape.
Kj21, you know what I am saying. Yes I admit that when I let him know hes not pulling the wool over my eyes, I fully intend to hurt him. I say words to him that my mother would put soap in my mouth for. I call him names and belittle him. In that moment you would think I was the one on drugs. I just get so mad I cant help it and it just spews from my mouth before I can stop it. I always feel bad and I always know that it does no good, its just a waste of my breath, but I cant stop myself from doing it.