Originally Posted by
51anna 
In my opinion, if drugs and alcohol are the only things that make you feel good, then you have a problem. Searching for love and acceptance and happiness anywhere outside of yourself won't work. It's something you need to find within yourself. What are the things you like about yourself?
I like that I usually genuinely care about people and try to make things better for people. But I also sort of see it as weakness.
Not much else is great. I'm not in a good place.
Thank you all for your comments. I tried to delete this thread a few times, but there are blocks, and so I was just going to avoid it, but it's probably best it stayed up and I got some perspective.