Originally Posted by
Momsrainbow 
Not a thing I can do about it except watch it happen. Makes me a hard-hearted b----?
Actually, I am doing well. Not a heart twinge, not a brain fart, pity, disgust-just amazement I guess that I did not realize nor ever hear of co-dependancy. Lobo & Nyte new sticky even made life better. I am also amazed to watch a person destroy themselves, but not a chance he will take me with him. 36 yrs. of drugs-I cannot ever see help for him.
Actually you're not a b-----, you're just taking care of your own needs.
Doing well! Hoorah for getting off the emotional roller coaster and standing up for what you want and need. Keep hanging in there. My ex is still doing crack and all the pain pills. He is skinny as a toothpick and he's almost 55. I dont' see him living long with this kind of lifestyle, but it is his choice.
Looks like you've hit a turning point in your life. It will get better and better if you keep tending your boundaries and doing what YOU want in life.
Hugs to you momsrainbow!