Gee, thanks Lady, you are an inspiration. You said it so well. Son, sister, double whammo and it feels like both arms are cut off sometimes. I relate to what you said about how if things could have been different, it could have been me. Our child hood wasnt that great, but I got over it somehow. You know, had to be the big girl, eldest and all that stuff. Look after everyone so I am aware that I still do this today.
Hoping they will be ok, I guess. But I am at an age I am too tired now for all of this and I must move on and I am going to. Sister rang me yesterday in a terrible state again, couldnt remember last time she ate, all of that and I just replied. I hope for your sake, one day you will face the demons and call me sometime.
It will take time and I will always think of them. Trouble is I see them as children in adult bodies. And its hard not to help a child hey...