I was just post elsewhere how my heart was full of gratitude today - now to try to put that in words.
Grateful for my HP's blessings in my life
Grateful of my wonderful relationships with my family and extended family (ex & my AH's ex's)
for the faithfulness of my recovery support family (my f2f family & my on-line family)
most of all for the fact that today I enjoy being ALIVE as so much of my life it wasn't so much that I wanted to die it was more that I just was in so much emotional pain that I just didn't want to live.