Oh, i forgot to add that when he dropped me off yesterday, he told me, don't give up on me just yet, i just have some thinking to do, and i'll get back to you. He also told me when i was crying, that i feel sorry for myself and just cry to get attention from him. that i'm a big girl, and if i can't handle what he does or says to me, then it's my problem. I guess he's right, but he takes absolutely NO ownership in anything. Is that part of his disease? Why is it always on his terms? I just hopped out of the truck without saying a word.