((Maddie))
The wonderful thing about this forum, is you never have to feel embarrassed about posting just about anything. We aren't here to judge, or click at you tsk tsk, or say we told you so, those are things you get from people who don't understand what it is we go through.
We are here to walk with you in a caring fellowship. We respect your decision and don't think any less of you. We all have done it. And it's not wrong. There are people who have miricles happen in their lives, doing exactly what you are doing, and it worked out. Others have not worked out. Nothing is set in stone, that's why you are the only one who truelly knows what is best for you. Your eyes are wide open, you know the risks, you know what you can handle and what you can't. We are here for you.
Hugs and Prayers
B