more than just the drugs
It is just so much more than just the drugs. I found viagra in my husbands suitcase that he left in our rental house where he was staying when we where seperated.
The last time i found viagra he was having a "relationship" of some sort with his secretary.
I also found some detox kits that one would take when you are trying to detox yourself before taking a drug test.
I am dealing with a man that seems to just want what he wants and doesnt seem to have any conscious or any integrity whatsoever.
I cant connot front him on either thing i found because of the way he reacts when i do confront him, and it gets me no where.. he will just lie, and lie to me and make something up.
who is this man i am married to? right now, i have no idea who he is. I am just keeping the peace in the house for my girls sakes...
but the more i see, the more i just dont like him..i am hopnig one day to be strong enough not to care what happens to me,,,,to just be able to say IM DONE--and walk away without ever looking back....
I pray to go for the strength to do that.....someday ill get there.