giggles. I like to watch "House" because in my codie-smugness, I think "Yep, there's that addict behavior! They're all alike!" giggles.
I always tell the addict that: "You think everything is OK because you are on the inside looking out through the haze. I'm on the outside looking in....and it doesn't look so good."
Maybe watching those shows is a way that I remind myself what it's like to be on the outside looking in at codie ME.