I know i know i know it's the alcholic talking/treating me this way, but how do i get over it? I recognize it, how do I quit being a complete uncontrollable bawling freak today? I'm devastated. I'm hurt.
I too am a uncontrollable bawling freak today. My A is sleeping off a drunk last night as he does each morning. We don't sleep together, when he does comes to bed, he falls into it fully clothed. The relationship has almost fallen completely apart. I have talked to him about his problem with drinking, and it works for a day and that night he's once again, walking up the street to the bar to get more beer. I'm devastated, I'm hurting, and I'm seeing the true man in there snoring. All of the talk of going camping, him building a fire for me, what a good life we could have, all of the excitement that he would bring into my life, was all just talk and perhaps his own wishes as well as my hope that things would actually turn out the way he had discribed them to me.