KeepFaith:
The one thing I have not said is that I cannot imagine what you are going through in your heart and in your mind. Your story is truly disturbing.
I suggested your son might be a sociopath (not a psychpath.. that is different).
I prayed for you in church today. I will continue to pray for you and for your son.
I may have sounded judgemental and I am of his actions. It is not my place to judge him or you. That is God's job and I am not about to attempt to do his job.
I am sorry you are going through this.
I am sorry for all the parents or addicts who have seen their children spiral into addiction and even die as a result of that addiction to drugs.