Hey Babe...
its that im afraid i still wont be able to pay the bills--i get so scared about this, almost paralized.
Please know this is "normal"... it really is. My Alanon sponsor calls it the "Bag Lady Syndrome" and it can keep us in some very painful situations.
If you are going to meetings, why not bring this up as a topic? You might be surprised by how many have walked the path you are on... and you might hear something you need to hear.
Please know you are in my prayers.... (((DW))))