I've been in recovery since 1992....some of us are sicker than others.lol
Getting better as i go. i feel tired sometimes..just wish i was cured..know what i mean ?
I also get tired sometimes Satit, it's to be expected. It's rare we get to let our hair down and just relax unless we are completely and utterly alone (and even then it can be a struggle). I've been working on my issues since 1989. I've been dry since 1991.
Some days are harder than others. I don't view myself as sick though. I view myself as having learned a set of survival tools which worked very well for a child growing up in a dysfunctional family. Those tools don't work as well in everyday life. So I see myself as having the wrong tools for the job, and I"m trying to find better tools. Sometimes I get tired of rummaging in the tool chest though.