hate that you had a visit from Mr. Nasty Guilt Monster - he usually strikes when I'm hungry, angry, lonely or tired - especially TIRED. I try to step back and look at the reality of the situation - if this guilt is really mine to carry and even if it may have been mine to carry at one time - am I making changes to alter that behavior - then so long Mr. Nasty Guilt Monster!!
You are doing what is best for your family right now - you are not limited just because you are a woman - Some of the women I know are really awesome anglers (fisherwoman - however you want to say it) Then, there is the Big Brothers/Big Sisters program that can match your children with mentors, Jr. Deputy Programs, etc that do all types of activites with children.
Sometimes your local United Way Agencies can provide a list of programs available. Possibly you can give that a try and tell Mr. Nasty Guilt Monster - he has been evicted!!
Hoping you have a better night tonight!!
Rita