Kj - I guess i am going to have to put warning labels on my posts. I am not talking about you taking something , under doctors orders to ease your pain and suffering. the fact that you became an addict is even more terrible because your addiction was brought on by your own suffering not your need to experiment with drugs. Some blame could be pointed at the doctor who should have moral boundaries when passing out prescriptions based on addiction probability. What is worse a life in pain or no life in another form of pain, addiction. I don't know.