help
i feel horrible about myself. I let him come back and live with us and then on sunday he accidentally drops a perscription bottle with white powder in it...doesnt deny what it is, but then tells me he was going to throw it out, not use it.
what am i doing? i have no strength left. i am worn out.
i let him manipulate me and im back to square one.
please help me, someone. I just live each day trying to get through and seeing that my kids are taken care of. I am very, very depressed.
I have no one to turn to. I have been going to meetings on friday nights. They help some, but almost everyone there is not a spouse of an addict. i did met one nice woman who is in the same position as me. we both are living with active addiction.
i need to find some strength somewhere. please help me with a plan. i feel so alone.