Originally Posted by want2live

Hi everyone,

This is my first time posting on here. I've been struggling with my addiction since I was in my teens. I've had 4 sponsors, and the last one I had, resighned as my sponser because I was not willing to do the work.

I wish I would never resort to my addiction again and have a better life, but I know tommorow I'll just keep living how I have been. I don't have the willingness to change. I used today. I'm afraid to live any other way.