Another step down
In the mail today I got back the cards and letters that I have been sending my daughter for the last month. They were not much, just letting her know that I loved her. She and abf had a PO box. So I am assuming that they did not pay their bill at the post office and have not had anything forwarded. You know that addicts are so text book. Their addictions may be different but their downfalls are so similar. Anyway I told my husband last night that we should not be surprised by anything our daughter does and we should not take anything personal. It is just the progression of the disease and having the ability to make a lot of money quickly has meant that their (daughter and abf) disease is progressing quicker than some. I know she is alive, I know where she is living, I know that right now she is not ready for help, I know that she just wants to isolate and do drugs, she has told me she does not care anymore. So I continue to pray and go on with my life. I am okay for today. Hugs, Marle