Thanks Everyone...well, I just found out today he was moved from the program to a halfway house b/c of some stuff that was going on....but, now he has sooo much freedom. He actually worked today and was able to walk the streets. He said he can be out of there in 30 days. 30 days? not sure if i'm ready for that! He wants to get together this weekend to see us and meet his son for the first time! This is all happening so fast. My head is really spinning...I need to stay strong and stay in control and yes...boundaries...boundaries...boundaries....I know...I am scared b/c I don't want to fall into that "old me" again...giving in to him.
I really liked my life these past 2.5 years. Sure it was hard at times being a single mom, but I LOVE every minute of it! I think what scares me too is now I will have to share my son???? Is that me being selfish? I just don't want him to get hurt...I just feel the need to protect my little guy!