welcome Sunrise. you sure are in one of the right places, lots of shareing and experance here. i am still in prison, well jail now, on work release and have done about 2 1/2 years so far. i can understand you not wanting to bring your child to the prison, for a visit. its not the prettiest place.
well as for me i am back in the office already and start training for a new position today. i just put in what effort i can and let the results be handled by God, because i dont have contol like that and when i thought i did i just made things worse. LOL