OMG...I was such a wreck when I arrived on SR!! And I think for months I had PTSD with all the associated symptoms. Crying all the time. Inability to concentrate or remember things. I just walked through those months like a robot. Just barely keeping my head above water.
And it was funny. I had a sister who chose that time to turn her back on me. A friend who totally had a hissy fit because I wouldn't go to a concert a few weeks after I returned to California, and I could barely get up in the morning, let alone go to a concert...lol.
I have since re-established relationships with these 2 earthlings, they just don't get it. I think they expected me to get over it in a couple of weeks and when it seemed to drag on, they couldn't take it!!
It's taken this long to get to this stage, and I still have a long way to go!! But I'll keep on plugging along, and things will progress as they should. The HP, doesn't need my help!!!