Know I am not doing as good as I thought, but was recovering. I do not live with hubby any longer. He moved with his meth(lady) I am told. Crazy- I used to get on a screaming,yelling fit 5 yrs. ago. Just not worth it-nothing will change, most certainly not him-an addict for 34 yrs.-I give up!!!! JUst too old and tired of the whole mess. Sorry man could not even take me to apply for my social security at age 62. Let him live his great life running around and the next time-he should be back in prison for the rest of his life. At least I will not pay an attorney. Bitterness, a lot, disappointed in myself a lot. Keep my cool-certainly-I hope. LOL