I'm so sorry to hear this Marle.
I have been hospitalized 3 or 4 times for stress related illnesses when I was with my exabf. Each time my blood pressure had gone through the roof and I was having heart attack like symtoms.
I still gets bouts of hypertension as a result. Stress is nothing to mess with although while you're in it, you just don't pay much attention to the toll it's taking.
Please take care of yourself. Some things can be reversed, but sadly some cannot. I'm keeping you in my prayers sweetie.
