teke,
I'm right there with ya sister!!!!!
I'm 49 and hating it when march 29th rolls around I'm not gonna be nice to be around.
my weight just hit 240lbs, after I delivered my last child I weighed 120lbs I have no idea how this happened to me
I second guess my decisions all the time, I wonder if I should have done something diffferently
I am having a problem with money and I feel like I'm not doing the bills right and its my fault we can't do some of the things we want to.
I don't know for sure if its a recovery thing but my guess would be yes, I never felt this way before my son started his crap. so I think yes it's recovery based.
now to the matter of how does one get pass this, well when you find out let me know.
good luck and prayers to ya