I agree loves.
My gut, well my gut says the cycle will continue.
Money has no more control over me at leats not from him, because with him all is temporary, it has been for so long. At this point, he could never ever use or drink again but Id still sit ready for the next time, and I will not live that way, theres just too much past, too much history and I continue to learn about me. Chinese was really good though