((((((drained))))) -
i just want to say that you need to do what you need to do for YOU - everyone can offer their experiences - everyone can tell you what they *think* you should do - but everyone only knows what you tell them - maybe you got a little ahead of yourself with the attorney, the restraining order, the divorce - only you know about that...
i think, sometimes, it's easy to get caught up in the *doing the right thing* - the thing the majority thinks you should do but it might not be right - that's ok - you need to take care of yourself and your kids - it doesn't matter what anyone else thinks - no one could yell at you louder than you yelling at yourself - if you decide to not go ahead with the divorce, the ro - it's ok - if you decide that you never want to go back to that place that led you here that's ok too - whatever you decide is ok - it's your life and what others think of you is none of your business...
it is going to be ok - i hope you feel better today...
;love,
s