i visited my parents on saturday night, and found out that there's a good chance my brother has moved on from snorting oxy to shooting it. i'm staying centered, i'm keeping myself in a good place. i went to church today and soaked in the atmosphere. so beautiful and peaceful. i feel like it's gonna be ok. i can't control the outcome, but i can control myself right now. thanks for listening. i don't know what i would have done if i hadn't found sr back in 05. you all are the most amazing, and strong people i've ever talked to, so thanks for giving me the courage to face my own issues.