DW,
You have come so far in such a short time. You are doing what you have to for yourself and your girls. Keep doing that and keep doing what is best for them. Listen to your lawyer and your therapist, take what you can from here and leave the rest. That is what is said in the meetings that I attend. It is the experience of the person saying it and it does not mean it is best for you. We all want you to stay strong and come out stronger than you are now.
I am always here for you if you need to talk. I worry about you. I am going to say something and please don't take it the wrong way.
It is to remember the 3 c's
1. You can't Control it
2. You didn't Cause it
3. You can't Cure it.
All said with love,
Hugs and prayers coming to you