sorry guys i haven't been on for a few days, but I've been clean for the most part (i hit two little rails yesterday, then i stopped myself). I aprreciate everyones help, advice, and storys on their own experiences, but I really can't go to rehab, if my family found out I even touched cocaine, I would be disowned in a second, Im gonna slowly try to get back to normal, I know it'll be hard, and I might snort a few more times, but Im gonna try
