You are all such wonderful friends and people. I am feeling better today. Iwent to interview an babysitter yesterday and she seems wonderful. She is a grandma and has another 3 yo and two older kids to watchuntil school. I explained my situation coming this friday and am at complete ease with her. She is Baptist and worked with the kids camp and vacation Bible School. I also had a long talk with Paul and it came better than I expected. I will post some more later. He is home sick today with the flu. I will post more later.