Need reality check
I am always asking for these aren't I?
I feel sad, rejected, unloveable, unworthy and undeserving. The critical voices are loud today -- that this man, an addict even, cannot love me. The fears of my inadequacy are ruling me today and making me feel paralyzed. Feeling like I do not have choices.
I hate myself for basing so much of my worth/self-esteem at any given time on how much he loves me/I feel loved. I feel so negative today and I want out of this funk.
Reality check someone. Please. Thanks in advance.