If I could change anything I did when I was in this madness with my husband it would be to have consintrated on my children instead of him. They are number 1! I do believe my oldest has some anger issues with me over it...they needed at least one parent and they didn't have either as I was so rapped up in saving my husband.
I really got a wake up call when a lady from victom services told me if I didn't get it together that she was going to be calling Social Services on me. I was so mad, but looking back at it I really don't blame her.
I really don't know why you went so far with everything and not even a week later you are back tracking....wasn't the main purpose of it was to get away from the chaos. You have have a lot of people go to bat for you and help you to get away from it....it is not going to be so easy next time, you can't cry wolf.
Rose