(((((dw)))))
I hate to say it...really...but NOW is the time to think about YOU, your kids, and your future. I paniced too...when I realized that everything was going to fall on ME when it came to providing my son with a home...but our HP ALWAYS provides. ALWAYS. You've got to do your part...cut corners wherever possible...as long as you do your part, your HP will do his. It just works out that way.
Keep the faith DW...Keep doing the next best thing for yourself and your kids and everything will work itself out...it ALWAYS does.