"This life sucks"...so what are you going to do about this?
Time to take off your rose colored glasses, and make a plan and follow through. This man has some real problems, and so do you. Have you been to meetings? Have you sought therapy? Have you done anything at all?
You post for a week, then you disappear, then a few weeks later you pop back up.
Recovery from codependency takes hard work, day in and day out and it must be what you want.
I offer support and advice, you do nothing with it, why? Quite honestly, I don't get it. It's like listening to the same CD over and over again.
Nothing changes, if nothing changes.
I wish you the best.